Run Away!!!

So I'm dying just a little bit at the moment.
I have no idea what I'm doing posting on a pointless blog right in the middle of my exam period. Probably just another weird avoidance tactic of mine.
I'm strange like that.
So today I had my 2U Maths and Extension English Papers.
They were... interesting to say the least
I completely died during my Ext. English.
We had to write a gothic story, and mine was the worst piece of literature I have ever written in my life. And that is not an exaggeration. I was really quite disappointed in myself actually, because if I had actually prepared I would have done a good job, but noooooo, I just had to be my stupid old self and WING it!!! moron.
So yeah, that was interesting.
Right now I should be studying for my history exam, I have ancient tomorrow then modern the next day, but instead, I am going to go to band tonight and waste a little more time.
Just because it seems like the thing to do.
I am really worried about my ancient exam tomorrow, because it is something I really want to do well in. I am coming first in the subject at the moment, but this could really screw me over. Which would be unfortunate.
I'm really hoping next year I'll actually pull myself together and get some work done, considering its the most important of my schooling years, not to mention my last one.

I was searching in some drawers on the weekend for no particular reason (as I said, I have some pretty strange avoidance techniques) and I discovered that my mother has kept my primary school reports.
1. I didn't know we even got reports in primary school
2. My mother doesn't throw ANYTHING out. Being in a family of hoarders is problematic
So I was looking, and I was either D - developed or C - competent in everything.
The last page was all about effort and school spirit etc (this is in kindergarten mind you) and it was rated from 1 down.
Get this - I had a 2 in "completing set tasks on time". In kindergarten!!!
Apparently my teacher told my mum that I "didn't like being told what to do"

Yeah, I was all set for a great future ahead of me.